Somehow the topic of our dinner choices came up and I made mention of the fact that I couldnt have eaten the lobster tail they were serving tonight no matter how good it was due to it not being kosher (yes thats right every Sunday here at the FOB they serve steak and lobster to the Soldiers, Marines, Sailors, and Airmen, don't be jealous you havent tried it). Suddenly a light bulb goes of in this other soldiers head.
"Yah thats right, you ware that hat." (kippah are authorised to be worn in uniform under AR 670-1) "That makes you Jewish right?" I refrain from commenting that the wear of a hat in no way "makes" anyone anything. So, I say, "yah thats right". I find it far easier to tell people that I am Jewish, most people really don't want to get into the conversation of what makes someone Jewish and that I am a Torah observant Gentile who believes in Yeshua as the Meshiach. Long theological discussions are not commonplace in the armed services.
The next comment stumps me...I mean really, I lost the abuility to reply for like 30 seconds, and for those of you who know me that is saying something. "The only thing I know about Judaism is from that one actor." First off, that ONE Jewish actor...really? "You know that one comic actor who played a model. What was the name of that movie....oh yah Zoolander."....more stunned silence...All this man has learned about a religion with traditions going back some 6,000 years which arguably predates every other faith practiced today, he learned from Ben Stiller. Now I am in no way nocking Mr. Stiller or his outstanding body of work, but come on, he didn't even say Mel Brooks, or even Louis Black for crying out loud.
The next thing he says gets to the point of the post (I know, finally right?). "I sure am glad we Baptists don't have (wait for it) any rules, we just have to be baptised." "Really?" I reply "Just get dipped in water and your good to go huh?" (Yeah I said it, not proud now but I was thrown into a good amount of shock by the statement). His response? "Yeah well I mean you've got to believe, deep down in your heart."
I know from personal experience that Baptists have like a gajillian rules. And that is kind of the point. The Rabbi that got me started on my journey in the Torah, (Rabbi Ralph Messer, great Torah teacher, be warned however he is a Torah teacher not a pastor. He will not give you a nice 30 min message and send you on your way. He will build a case one brick at a time, and he will go back and check his work over, and over , and over again...you have been warned) once said that men who do not follow G-ds laws will make their own.
G-ds laws, his mitzvot, are infinitely better then anything that any man could ever design. He made us, and the rest of the universe. Who knows better then him how best to interact within this universe. Only Hashem is good, and therefore he is the only one able to teach us morality, he and no other. I realise the previous statement may have some MJ out their saying to themselves "Aha got him, figured him out this is a ka... a kar... (I can't even type the word) one of those people who believe in Torah alone and rejects the teachings of the sages". Nothing could be further from the truth. The Rabbi's are the descendants of the pharicees, and of them the Meshiach said "The scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses' seat: All therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, [that] observe and do."
I came across this statement while reading up on news about techelet (the blue strings made from the murex trunculus snail on the corners of the tallit) that gave me some insight into why G-d would give us a system of rules that would need studying.
"...the path toward religious perfection can permanently change a person only if it is truly a path. A sudden epiphany will overwhelm with a temporary intensity which disappears when the experience wanes. Proper religious growth only occurs in the context of slow and deliberate steps, each leading to higher and more meaningful levels of closeness to G-d. The absence of such careful movement and hard work will cause the experience of the divine to remain no more than an experience. The internalization of such an experience can only take place following a slow and painful - yet ultimately rewarding - process."Wow that was a long post. Couldn't have done that on one leg, huh? Still, go study. Be blessed.
You are an amazing writer, this yet another great post!
ReplyDeleteWhy thank you. And, might I add you have a lovely looking family. Your husband is a lucky man, and he looks so strong and handsome. Not that I'm gay or anything I'm just saying...
ReplyDeleteLOL, he is very good looking, and strong and handsome, I've heard he's gotten much more buffer while deployed, can't wait for R&R! ;) Love the Blacksheep! Did you do that? Looks familiar!
ReplyDeleteIt was actually colored with crayon (I miss my tablet :( ). I couldnt figure out how to scan it in color. We have a scanner here but it is really designed for scanning doc's. Kinda looks like my old charactor Nate huh? Guess that's just my art style.
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed reading this. You have some wonderful insights that I really relate to.
ReplyDeleteOne question though. If you are making food choices based on Law that, presumably, are designed to make you healthy and help you be more spiritual, why are you smoking?
Why am I still smoking? excelent question.
ReplyDeleteFirst let me qualify one point of your question. I am not refraining from mixing meat with dairy for any health reasons. I have never read in any of the many articles and or books on nutrition (and I have read a lot of those) that mixing meat and dairy is in any way unhealthy. I am doing this because I believe that after carefull study this is what the word of G-d says to do.
Not the point of your question though. I smoke quite honestly because it gives me an excuse to leave my desk, take a breath and refocus. It is also a mild stimulant and it helps me stay awake when I am pulling 12-15 Hr shifts. These are not the only reasons. I honestly enjoy smoking. There is something about breathing in and out smoke that appeals to me in some strange way. maybee it is all the native american blood in me but there is something in the ritual of breathing smoke that appeases some part of me. There is also an aspect of comradery in being a smoker. you go to the designated smoking area and there are other people out there to share time and troubles with.
None of these are excuses for unhealthy choices and I deffinately do not encourage anyone to pick up the habbit.